Whew! finally, the end is here! Enough is enough., im over with you. Im so tired to holding on to the relationship, but it was useless, you try to keep hurting me but it has no effect. Maybe im used to the words or the things you are doing.. trying to embarrass me all the time, trying to make fun of me, and trying to make a fool out of me.

 All you say doesn't mean to me anymore, maybe because i dont care no more, or just simply enough is enough. This crappy world is full of people like you, who simply destroys the happiness of every people, people who lives simply and happy.

I thought for once that you are a blessing to me, but come this day i realized that you are not! you're just an ordinary person making my life very miserable.. Yes! my world became small when you came, coz you want all my attention. No time for friends, gimmicks and stuffs on my own.. But now? i wont allow you to do that, Coz it over! ITS OVER!

And for the record, I'm not the reason why this relationship has to end..

 

"in this crazy thing called life, the one who knows what is right isn't always right for that person already have done the wrong one.."

 

-labo! ahahahaha.. peace!

There are a lot of things, oportunities that life offers us.. the choice is in our hands, it is all about making decisions the right move. Remember that in every decision we make, there is always a reaction after it, i mean it doesn't always come your way, sometimes it it goes your way or sometimes not. Some say its all about "FAITH".. and yes! faith it is..

 Every people has he's beliefs, for instance I. i believe that in love you must be ready for sacrifices.. but what if you also listen and hear the point of others.. They say in love, give everything but don't ask anytin for return.. Some say love as if there's no tomorrow, and Some say love is a give and take relationship.. This is the dilemma of things, especially love.. I believe that each and everyone of us has his/her different love story, some ends up being happy while others become miserable.. We have a choice, dont we? Lucky are those who are happy coz they find that chemistry, they satisfy the need of each other., unlike to those who are miserable, they tend to realize things, ask for others opinion for the things that they should do in their situation, but its all opinion, the choice is based within them. It is their decision to stay and be that way, to be miserable.. Why? maybe because even if they are miserable, they are happy with what they are doing, happy with the ways things are going,. these people are the so called "martyrs of love" they are being abused, hurt and being overpowered, but still, for them, it is love...

 All I can say is, It's your call! Life has to go on, Life is never fair, and it'll never be! it's all based on what the future offers us, as one of my colleague says... "its based on faith, if you believe that God has a plan for you, then go, if he/she is really the one for you, no matter what happens, he'll/she'll come back"

 .... but for me, what if she comes back, am i still ready to accept her? Do i still have that same love for her?

 

Damn! Life is so confusing yet exciting, the person that wins the game is the one who knows how to play with it, how to jive to the music and to find the right piece in the puzzle..

-oOo-

Too much! there are a lot of things in life.. Things that can be done freely.. but as some say.. "lhat ng sobra masama" and its true.. too much sweets, diabetes.. too much eating, obesity.. too much drugs, addiction.... too much love, a baby?? ahaha.. just joking! Anyway, It's been 1 week since I we had our classes, and PH care is really exciting! i mean from the tapes that we've been able to watch, there are a lot of things to be done, from simple check-up to complicated one. Hah! I am really getting used in dealing with these things..

As we've finished viewing more than ten tapes about basic knowledge in nursing, its really somewhat boring but when it comes to the private parts of the person, everyone is very much alive.. Some are already sleeping but when that part appears, they're so alive.. ahaha..

Why is that so?? hehehe..

Well, tomorrow is saturday.. Oh well! we have classes..

One more thing! Studying Anatomy and Physiology is difficult but Studying Microbiology and Parasitology.. haha, its like hell!

Another day has passed.. grabe, ang gulo sa pilipinas.. I hope matapos na agad ito.. niwei, First two days in school seemed so difficult for me.. kasi, block na and most of my classmates are not that familiar to me.. Microbiology and Parasitology is not a joke for now! first two meetings was really fast! and the professor is somewhat terror in a way that he makes sure everyone understands the lesson.. haha.. anlabo.. pero i like what he is doin' kasi matututo akong magbasa ng mga lesson.. I am hoping that we will be having classes tomorrow despite the rally that will be held in makati which is a block away from our campus.. I really wanna attend my PH care class na.. (hmm.. Primary Health care!) haha.. not the other thing.. hehe niwei, i got to go na.. i need to do some stuffs pa eh.. ehehe...