josh_temps

Antagal kong hinintay na mabuo ang salaming ito.. Halos taon ang binilang ng muli ko itong nabuo at handang ipakita sa lahat na buo na ulit ang salaming nabasag at pilit ibinalik sa dati.. Ngunit bakit ganun? di pa nga halos tuyo ang pagkakadikit nito ay muli itong binasag.. Naging maingat naman ako, naging mapagmatyag.. Akala ko marami na akong natutunan ng una ko itong mabasag, ngunit tila ngaun parang wala.. Di ko na alam kung kakayanin ko pang buuin ang salamin na ito.. Isa lang ang sigurado, susubukan kong ulitin at buuin ito, at sana sa gagawin kong pagbubuo ay masisiguro ko na matatag at matibay na ito. Dahil ayoko nang maulit ang bagay na ito, dahil baka sa bandang huli di ko na kayanin at itapon ko na lang ito.. 

Sana sa muling pagbubuo ko ng Puso kong binasag mo, ay matutunan ko rin ang mga bagay bagay.. Malaman ko rin kung paano at kung kanino ko dapat ipahawak ito..  

josh_temps

Nasan ba talaga ang swerte? mayroon nga bang salitang swerte? lahat ba o iilan lamang ang nakakatagpo nito? mailap ba ito?

Napakaraming tanong, akala mo madaling sagutin.

Mayroon nga ba talagang swerte? Meron! at may dalawang uri ito:

Ang unang "SWERTE" ay yung tipo ng swerte na nakakamit ng nakararami sa pamamagitan ng tiyaga at tagal ng panahong inilaan para dito. Ito yung swerte na nakakapagangat ng antas ng buhay. Ito ay nakakamit ng mga taong hindi marunong sumuko at may pangarap sa buhay. Kadalasan pang matagalan ang ganitong klase ng swerte. Lahat ng tao ay may kakayanang makamit ito basta pinaglaanan ng ampat na panahon at pagpupursigihan ito. Ito yung tipo ng swerte na nakakamit ng mga "juan masipag".

Ang ikalawang "SWERTE" naman ay yung tipo ng swerte na biglaan, ito ay dumarating ng hindi inaasahan.  Halimbawa na lamang nito ay ang pagkapanalo mo sa lotto o ang pagkapulot mo ng pera sa daan. Hindi ito nangangailangan ng pagpupursigi at tiyaga. Hindi ito kailangang paggugulan ng maraming panahon para makamit. Lahat ng tao ay maaaring makamit ang swerteng ito, ngunit iilan lamang ang nakakakamit nito. Ito ay kadalasang inaasam na makamit ng mga "juan tamad".

Lahat ng tao ay may pagkakataong makita ang swerte na para sa kanila. Marami na ang nakatagpo nito. May iba na nagsusumikap makamit ang swerte ng pangmatagalan. At karamihan ay naghihintay na lamang sa pagdating ng swerteng biglaan. Ito marahil ang dahilan kung bakit marami ang nagtatanong "Nasan ba talaga ang swerte?"

Ikaw, nakita mo na ba ang landas patungo sa swerte mo o pilit mo din hinihintay ang kusang pagdating nito?

josh_temps

It's been a long time since we had this kind of conversation. I had fun! I enjoyed everything that happened today. I hope that there would be more days and moments like this. Thank so much!

josh_temps

Whew! finally, the end is here! Enough is enough., im over with you. Im so tired to holding on to the relationship, but it was useless, you try to keep hurting me but it has no effect. Maybe im used to the words or the things you are doing.. trying to embarrass me all the time, trying to make fun of me, and trying to make a fool out of me.

 All you say doesn't mean to me anymore, maybe because i dont care no more, or just simply enough is enough. This crappy world is full of people like you, who simply destroys the happiness of every people, people who lives simply and happy.

I thought for once that you are a blessing to me, but come this day i realized that you are not! you're just an ordinary person making my life very miserable.. Yes! my world became small when you came, coz you want all my attention. No time for friends, gimmicks and stuffs on my own.. But now? i wont allow you to do that, Coz it over! ITS OVER!

And for the record, I'm not the reason why this relationship has to end..

"in this crazy thing called life, the one who knows what is right isn't always right for that person already have done the wrong one.."

-labo! ahahahaha.. peace!

josh_temps

There are a lot of things, oportunities that life offers us.. the choice is in our hands, it is all about making decisions the right move. Remember that in every decision we make, there is always a reaction after it, i mean it doesn't always come your way, sometimes it it goes your way or sometimes not. Some say its all about "FAITH".. and yes! faith it is..

 Every people has he's beliefs, for instance I. i believe that in love you must be ready for sacrifices.. but what if you also listen and hear the point of others.. They say in love, give everything but don't ask anytin for return.. Some say love as if there's no tomorrow, and Some say love is a give and take relationship.. This is the dilemma of things, especially love.. I believe that each and everyone of us has his/her different love story, some ends up being happy while others become miserable.. We have a choice, dont we? Lucky are those who are happy coz they find that chemistry, they satisfy the need of each other., unlike to those who are miserable, they tend to realize things, ask for others opinion for the things that they should do in their situation, but its all opinion, the choice is based within them. It is their decision to stay and be that way, to be miserable.. Why? maybe because even if they are miserable, they are happy with what they are doing, happy with the ways things are going,. these people are the so called "martyrs of love" they are being abused, hurt and being overpowered, but still, for them, it is love...

 All I can say is, It's your call! Life has to go on, Life is never fair, and it'll never be! it's all based on what the future offers us, as one of my colleague says... "its based on faith, if you believe that God has a plan for you, then go, if he/she is really the one for you, no matter what happens, he'll/she'll come back"

 .... but for me, what if she comes back, am i still ready to accept her? Do i still have that same love for her?

Damn! Life is so confusing yet exciting, the person that wins the game is the one who knows how to play with it, how to jive to the music and to find the right piece in the puzzle..

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